urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture ...three, two murder one lyrics at your door. hot white chariot 2005-01-05T21:40:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:91647 2005-01-05T21:40:35Z 2005-01-05T21:40:35Z evidentely, some people still think i am rupture_rapture.<br /><br /><b>DISREGARD THIS JOURNAL AND ADD LIVE_ILLEGAL</b>, or don't whatever.<br /><br />oh, and my aim now ia <b>am illa tant</b><br /><br /><br />christopher alan mccarthy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:91182 2004-08-07T19:10:24Z 2004-08-07T19:10:24Z NEW JOURNAL, in case you didn't see the first time..<br /><br /><br />LIVE_ILLEGAL<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:91024 2004-08-03T19:02:11Z 2004-08-03T19:02:11Z this journal will be erased and destroyed and shot from a cannon into the sun. so please add my newest journal.<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />live_illegal<br />live_illegal<br /><br />that is all,<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:90407 2004-08-03T14:20:02Z 2004-08-03T15:38:34Z at the drive in - invalid letter department you guys got lucky, i had a long and boring rant prepared for today. too bad i lack the dexterity at this moment...<br /><br />for my reading selection, i have chosen "ender's game" and "i,robot". i think i am going to read both series susequently. then who knows what.<br /><br />i crave chicken sandwiches.<br /><br />"you get 'em on the board, you get 'em on the name. sleepy says." -ROCK*<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:90253 2004-08-02T17:03:22Z 2004-08-02T17:03:22Z 1. Go into your LJ's archives.<br />2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).<br />3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).<br />4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.<br /><br />"i know, you know this is mutiny."<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:89946 2004-08-02T14:40:35Z 2004-08-02T14:40:35Z ok, so here is the long and short of it. i am tired of looking at rupture_rapture, so i am changing my lj name. just because i have had this lj for the better part of a year and i am FUCKING sick of it. so add the new one, because this one will exist no more<br /><br /><br />so here it is, in all its splendor..<br /><br />live_illegal.<br /><br />yeah...it suck. it was either that, or d00d_n00dz<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:89605 2004-08-02T14:18:04Z 2004-08-02T14:18:04Z further seems forever - monachetti i'm back from north carolina.<br /><br />that's right, i said it.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:89444 2004-07-26T21:28:30Z 2004-07-26T21:28:30Z the beatles - eleanor rigby for all those who didn't know, i am leaving bright and early tomorrow for a week in north carolina. i'll miss you all, but i need time to unwind. drop me a line, i plan to make plans with everybody when i get home. i love you all, leave me a cute comment.<br /><br /> meanwhile, if anybody wants to do anything extra nice and burn me the following cd's, i would forever be in your debt.<br /><br />godspeed! you black emperor - lift your skinny fists...<br />godspeed! you black emperor - yanqui uxo<br />aceyalone - all balls don't bounce<br />heiroglyphics - full circle<br />dr. octagon - dr. octagynocologist<br />vast aire - scissor tounge<br />gangstarr - moment of truth<br />rufus wainwright - want<br />anything by owen<br /><br />see you in the shallows kiddos.<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:89098 2004-07-23T14:18:55Z 2004-07-23T16:35:12Z he is legend - you sound like a white boy my mom suggested i become a model the other night. can you honestly picture me as a model? for one, i am not svelte and lean enough, i just have this cursed baby face. i think the shock of seeing myself in a gap ad would be enough to send me catatonic. i am oh so dramatic. <br /><br />now the epic question, what does one do on a friday night with limited funds and an early wake up call? movie suggestions anyone? and no, i'm not going to deck.<br /><br />chris<br /><br />oh yeah, and post your playlist like the conformist you are:<br /><br />explosions in the sky - those who tell the truth shall die<br />ryan adams - rock and rock/heartbreaker<br />godspeed!you black emperor - lift yr. arms like tiny antennas towards heaven!<br />ben kweller - on my way<br />sondre lerche - two way monologue<br />he is legend - i am hollywood<br />cave in - beyond hypothermia<br />cannibal ox - the cold vein<br />busdriver - temporary forever<br />aceyalone - all balls don't bounce urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:88684 2004-07-22T03:45:42Z 2004-07-22T03:45:42Z for all you music geeks, go pick up:<br /><br />sondre lerche - two way monologue<br /><br />it is the best new album out right now.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:88478 2004-07-21T16:52:36Z 2004-07-21T16:52:36Z Ladies and Gentleman, it is with the highest honor and esteem that i present to you:<br /><br />Rockstar Seyz, the accidental wit (or a lack there of) of Derek Cruz:<br /><br />-”What’s up Holla who has not sleepin’?”<br />-”Everyday is traps Saturday.”<br />-”I know we’ve been saving a lot of THE PEOPLE 3-600 dollars.”<br />- “Holla thinks he knows everything now that he has a tan!”<br />-“Yeah…I saw Hairenfeit.”<br />-“That made me laughening!”<br />-“You are of no use of me!”<br />- Q: “where’s the drums Rockstar? A:”The world is my drum.”<br />- “When you get a person on the phone and they get away…that’s a wasted phone!”<br />-“WHY ARE YOU LISTENING TO EMAILS!?”<br />-”People not picking up the phone is no excuse for not getting people on the phone.”<br />-“There are thirteen inches in a foot in gangsterville.”<br />-“I’m gonna rip someones head off their arm!”<br />-”You guys got credit cards right? They must be pretty high interest!”<br />-”I man up on a regular day basis”<br />-”You guys are going to be so scared of me, I’m going to eat you for your livers…”<br />- “I man up on a 100% basis.”<br />-“YOU CAN MAKE FUN OF ME ALL I WANT!”<br />- “Five percent of what? Five percent of…manliness”<br />-”Think of something angry…that makes you mad!!”<br /><br /><br />he's going to fuckin kill me.<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:88284 2004-07-21T14:46:32Z 2004-07-21T16:36:49Z another quick thought, i just love how abercrombie and fitch's clothing adds have people wearing no clothes. or as little clothes as possible, and they'll be riding a horse or sitting around a camp fire. where's the chic marketing prowess in that? <br /><br />"A&F, beautiful people don't wear our clothes."<br /><br />or<br /><br />"if they were wearing clothes, A&F is what they would be wearing."<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:87942 2004-07-21T14:09:53Z 2004-07-21T14:09:53Z ben kweller - the rules engine down last night was great, they played "songbird", which made the entire night worth it. <br /><br />don't kid yourself bitch, your fat, and diseased. booya.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:87793 2004-07-19T06:19:18Z 2004-07-19T06:19:18Z ben kweller - i need you isn't it funny how you look back at your year in retrospect? than you see your life in hindsight and get a better idea of how your life is progressing, that is a pretty good feeling. if you can look back three hundred and sixty five days and catalog your life, then say honestly your better off today than you were back then, you're going some where. you see nicole, i did think of my own twisted theory. <br /><br /><br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:87491 2004-07-18T22:10:56Z 2004-07-18T22:10:56Z two weeks and counting....<br /><br /><br />that's right, i am finally getting a car.<br /><br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:87170 2004-07-14T05:31:23Z 2004-07-14T05:31:23Z jeff buckley as my current livejournal mood emoticon can plainly show you, i am in a giddy as hell mood. why, you ask? mostly due to the fact that sweet retribution is a lovely thing. at long last, all my efforts to show how much better i am than the person who used to define me have now come to fruition. it's subtle revenge without doing anything at all. the scholars were right on when they said, 'living well is the best revenge', because all i had to do was live well. and now, the tearing, crushing sound of ripping flesh and bone and lacerated sinew never so sounded so good. revenge is a dish best served with a big side of, 'i told you so bitch.'<br /><br />i miss video games, i miss my mom.<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:86956 2004-07-13T20:13:43Z 2004-07-13T20:13:43Z the cure - killing an arab well, i would like to extend my warmest gratitudes to jordan cruz for single handidly making my day.<br /><br /><br />well...that didn't take half as long as i expected.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:86729 2004-07-12T17:06:49Z 2004-07-12T17:06:49Z the jealous sound - hope for us you ever get the feeling that this is the best it can get? like, your life has finally reached stagnation and the world around you just stands still. have you ever wasted your entire day in bed and then felt really bad about it? <br /><br /><br />you ever get tired of reading livejournal posts that reference nothing?<br /><br />hands down, the dumbest movie on the planet is anchorman. funny yes, but completely devoid of any plot.<br /><br />spider man 2, was as aforementioned, incredible. it manned up, in a very big way.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:86467 2004-07-11T05:22:25Z 2004-07-11T05:22:25Z wilco i saw spider man 2 today, it was incredible. hands down better than the first.<br /><br />all in all, today was a great day. full of boisterous cheer and praise. <br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:86251 2004-07-10T22:09:05Z 2004-07-10T22:09:05Z mobb deep - hectic that poor kid.<br />she'll burn a whole in his stomach the size of texas.<br />she'll plow through him so bad.<br />he is such a nice guy too.<br />oh well, soon he'll find out<br />the devil wears converse.<br /><br /><br />this, of course, is one mans opinion.<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:85782 2004-07-10T18:34:43Z 2004-07-10T18:34:43Z immortal technique - dance with the devil your crew is featherweight, my gunshots will make you levitate.<br />i'm only 19 but my mind is old.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:85646 2004-07-09T06:46:51Z 2004-07-09T06:46:51Z jeff buckley i watching mtv, which is always entertaining to the dregs, droans and pariahs alike, and on came a video for a fellow named llyod. now, aside from having the geekiest name in all of r&b, he decided it was a good idea to base his video, "southside", off the film "a bronx tale". irv gotti failed valiantly at portraying big chazz palmanteri, it was a mockery. a true mockery. <br /><br />now i sit here while the ethereal sounds of jeff buckley carry me into a visceral world of tranquility and contention.<br /><br />one more thing, i finally heard that usher song, "confessions II", which the title in itself should've detracted me away from wanting to listen to it. songs shouldn't have sequels. that aside, the song is so farfetched and ridiculous, i couldn't help but laugh. ladies, humor me, if you found out that your boyfriend has just impregnated another woman, would you be open to give him a second chance? <br /><br /><br /><br />didn't think so...<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:85484 2004-07-07T17:17:41Z 2004-07-07T17:17:41Z sleeping in never felt so good, i woke up two hours after i was supposed to and it was spectacular. <br /><br />i want to do something different tonight, somebody call me tonight.<br /><br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:85192 2004-07-07T07:50:21Z 2004-07-07T07:50:21Z my new favorite phrase comes from my always favorite person....<br /><br />"bad things"<br /><br />as if it was an impending storm. i don't know if that was a threat or...<br /><br /><br />eh, family guy dvd's<br />chris urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rupture_rapture:84749 2004-07-07T04:02:13Z 2004-07-07T04:02:13Z you know, i stand up for you when no one else will.<br />whenever i hear the slightest ballast word slip from anybody's mouth, i am quick to defend you. no i didn't have to. but i did, because i figured it would be a gesture of kindness. a kind of civil peace offering in spite of months worth of transgressions.<br /><br />and even when some of my best friends told me i was wasting my time, even then did i stick up for you. i compromised a lot of my own integrity to try and be your friend, and try as i might, the bullshit just kept getting thicker.<br /><br />now once again, it's my fault somebody else did something opposed to you. so why do you feel it necessary to correlate all your problems to me? is it because you have nobody else to dump your sorrows on? or is it because i am an easy target that gives you the time a day.<br /><br />i don't know if you've noticed, but my friends are human. which mean everything they said, do or anything they feel about you, is an act of thier own volition. which means, i can't control anything they do, and it isn't my fault they hate you. who cares what they think, honestly?<br /><br /><br />well, this time, i have had it. sure, i've said, done and acted coldly towards you. but was i not remorseful when i knew i was wrong? or did i not immediately admit i was wrong?<br /><br />eat humble pie, grow some moxy and stay the hell out of my life.<br /><br />chris